December 7, 2012

  • Blessing

    One thing I got going for me, is that people don't realize that any and all circumstances that could come up in work or regular life can be shot down to level 1 urgency with a few looks at my baby man Max. I check out his pictures and I'm cool, calm, centered, and your problems have been downgraded.

    I know I've been through the toughest times in my life with the NICU and my baby boy's funeral, and the nuclear winter aftermath in my soul. I know it. Nothing could possibly mean more to me at any point in my life. Even tbings that are literally worse like, God forbid, my family being held by a rope over boiling lava with me having to answer a early 90's alternative rock music trivia question to save their lifes: it's not going to measure up to that time and that experience. 
    Bevcause 16 days could not last long enough.